C section

No Quick Deal

Every so offern i get a hour to watch loose women while doing washing up cleaning or running around after my young daughter,
and i really don't know why i watch it because more or less every time i watch it something they say rages me and this was it! i was fuming,
The subject had started off about Victoria beckham and her booking her c section to have her baby girl Harper seven.

WELL carol mcgiffin seemed to say "C-sections are the easy way out" she basically said you go in be sliced open and bam.This women needs to realise it isn't so easy!
she hasn't even been in labour to know what it feels like she is to selfish to have children and hates them as she has said a number of times!
  I had a c section at 19 years old and it was the most traumatic thing i have ever been through.

While i was pregnant c section never even crossed my mind not once just didn't even think about it.I had an OK pregnancy well better than others worse than some,
i had constant sickness and feeling poorly,bleed scares on more than two occasions that is the worst feeling in the world i remember having a bad bleed being in hospital
sobbing my heart out to my partner telling him they are going to tell me i had lost my unborn.My partner was very strong and i really don't know what i would have done without him.
at 38 weeks pregnant i went into hospital as i had been very very poorly! i was taken into hospital as they thought i could have premaclampsia it was so awful. i can honestly say
i felt like the nhs didn't give two hoots about me and how i felt,i cried every night that my partner left and hardly slept i had scans on my ribs injections in my belie
twice a day and i just wanted to go home.So a week later they let me go home as i begged to go home i could not cope being in a room with ladies who had lost babies and
loosing babies also ladies waters that had gone at 23 weeks and not knowing what was going to happen next!
 so i finally got home and rested as much as i can as i was exhausted and i new at any time my little one could decide to come or so i thought! When i then got to 40 weeks
i had finally had enough and tried anything and everything to get my baby out! From fresh pineapple to mile walks to even a work out in the bedroom and NOTHING worked!
i went to the midwife hoping for some good news! and Nothing sorry leonii your not even dilating at all, WOW i thought this is not going right at all! so i had a stretch &
sweep that i new would not work at all as nothing at all was happening.I was booked in for a inducement on the 14th of January, I knew then and there that my baby would not come before that
 so the days went past still no baby no braxton hicks nothing.

I lay in bed the night before going in feeling so sick i really didn't want it to come i was excited to meet my baby but so scared as i didn't no what was going to happen so most the night i lay there rubbing my bump in the dark thinking
pleasee come now!
So the next day at a eight o'clock start me and my partner where in hospital waiting to find out what then happens,i was given some sheets of paper to explain the inducement
basically they put tablets up your lady bits and leave you for a hour you cannot get up or move around, these tablets are supposed to kick start your labour and get you going.
well there where 4 of us in the room other ladies had been screaming in pain on the 2nd tablet or 3rd,I had to beg the midwifes to inspect me to see if i was even dilating i had no idea what was going on
and they just kept giving me these tablets, i was spoken to like a child and she huffed and puffed because she didn't want to do her job and i cried because i felt that she was so horrid to me,
they had no time for me and i just felt alone at night, i was the last one left and after the pain i had heard the ladies in
i was not excited to say the least!! on the Monday night i just couldn't sleep i had been having contractions since sat now that just kept waring off, i was over tired and could not sleep,
that night i had a brilliant midwife who sat me down and spoke to me about everything pain relief told me to get a nice bath and relax, so at three o'clock in the morning
i was in the hospital bath and wow it was the best bath EVER, Now The Nice midwife then said to me right we will get this baby out i will make sure before i leave u have another tablet very early about 7 o'clock in the morning
and get it going!! And Wow By 9 o'clock i stood up and my waters where on the floor,i ran to the toilet as i thought i had peed myself LOL
then the pains kicked in, by the time my partner and mother got there i was in agony walking around listening to Rhianna album,within the next few hours i was on a yoga ball
doing squats and just wanting my baby out! At 2 o'clock i was checked YAYY 3cm of to labour ward i go in a wheel chair, i had it running through my mind that the contraction's would just stop
and i would be back to square one!
So as soon as i got there gas && air YES PLEASE!!!! it made me feel very drunk and i was giggling with my mum! back on the yoga ball i went doing squats and more, it was now at the point i could not stand up
my partner was there rubbing my back! trying to eat hospital food while in labour is hard also haha i think my partner ate most of it! lol
From this point on i only remember bits and bobs which i hate but i will try my best to make it as clear as possible, i was then checked again and was told i was only once cm!!
and that the other ward had got it wrong i instantly thought omg there going to send me back!! and i cried they reassured me i wasn't going anywhere and i would be staying to have my baby.
i looked around and there ready was a baby see through  plastic crib and the whole job came back to me I'm going to have a baby at the end of this you can do it leonii.
From then on the pain was unreal! i had pethidine which really?? didn't do anything and i really didn't want the epidural and i have no idea why because be for i even went into hospital
i had always said i will have anything and EVERYTHING, well time went on and i was told leonii you need to have the epidural your contractions are all over the place
and the pain isn't going to get any better, i cried screamed and begged them not to give it me. but in the end i had it and WOW why didn't i have it sooner!!! that pain had gone
24 hours after my waters had broke i had only just got to 10 Cm's! and i had the drip to speed me up!! i was so tired and exhausted and my poor mum and partner didn't sleep one bit
watching rubbish tellie and keeping me going they where brilliant!!so at 8 o'clock on the Wednesday the 19th i was told at 9 o'clock i would push, YAYY i thought i will have my baby soon!!
All off a sudden there where doctors called in Leonii you have a double cervix this is why u have had so much trouble I'm afraid this should of been picked up in your pregnancy,i have googled it since
and honestly still don't have much of a idea on it i would love to no more if anyone else wants to chat about it?? but i still had the go ahead to push so at 9 o'clock i started pushing,
i was told if by half 9 i hadn't improved a c section it would be and i really didn't want that, i was pushing and pushing and pushing the midwifes where saying you are doing great keep going
and i thought wow i must be doing it i must be doing OK yaya!! they stopped me pushing and went out the room my mum was hovering around the heart monitor machine and i didn't even take any notice,
then went to see if anyone was coming back, then the midwife walked though the door and my mum mentioned it to her all of a sudden there where alarms going of doctors running in,
and everyone looking down into my legs! SHE NEEDS TO GO TO THEATRE!! so i was in hysterics crying saying sorry to my partner and mother for not being able to do it i felt a failure!
i was asked the question who do you want with you i instantly said my partner as it is his baby as well i wish i could have both.i was then rushed down the theatre.i remember
the room being very big and lots of faces i was crying and couldn't move from the  epidural i felt so heavy! the doctor explained they have to numb my waist before they could even let my partner in.
so i had the injection again my my back but nothing i could still feel everything the spray and them poking me, so again the doctor said i can only do it once more before we put you to sleep we need to get this baby out leonii,
either have the injection again and have your partner in or you need to go to sleep i said do it again do it again i need him here!! so they did it again and the pain!!
right between my shoulder blades i couldn't move my head i was in so much pain i could feel it going through my spine, so that was it leonii I'm going to put you to sleep i cried no no no,
they had to calm down and i just remember being told to count to 10 in my head i must of got to 3 before i was then being woken up.
i came around shouting i didn't want a c section and shouting my partners name that bad they had to go get him, i remember him being there briefly the doctor then said leonii
you have had a c section and you have had a beautiful baby do you want to know what the sex is as i hadn't found out and i remember them saying a beautiful baby girl!!! i instantly said no
i had a boy i knew i was having a boy and cried thinking my partner really wanted a Boy that bad asking if he loved her.they replied hes met her and adores her! he then came back and told me
she is beautiful! i didn't meet my baby girl until she was a hour old this brakes my heart every time i think of this as i didn't have that first hole that moment where she was all messy. i hadn't even seen her and i was asked if i wanted skin to skin,
i now just remember looking down at my chest and there was this beautiful little miracle that i had grew inside me on my chest after all hat pain this little bundle of joy was on my chest and she looked up at me
i looked at her and that instant feeling of love overwhelmed me.( i am now crying typing this) the best feeling in the world was happening to me wight now, the next day in hospital was awful i could hardly move at first my drain drip had fell out!
it was just all awful i just sat and watched my baby girl constantly i was so amazed by her,that night she was so perfect slept all night i just wanted to hold her constantly, the next day i was told i still couldn't go home as
i had swollen up a reaction from something they had pumped into me! and i had lost allot of blood and because of how bad my labour was they wanted to keep me in so ladies came and left with there new borns and i had to stay i was heartbroken
jut wanted to get out of that place and be a family,
the next night with her was a bit more harder as she was away but i did even care that i hadn't slept i just sat and spoke to her, told her how much i loved her and that i was always going to be her mummy, look after her and protect her for along as i lived.
i felt like she was listening to every word i said  i felt like she new who i was even though she couldn't even see my face she just new i was her mummy and that i loved her,
finally the next day i was told i could go home i was over the moon!! packing my stuff away i finally went home, but it didn't get any easier for me it certainly wasn't in be sliced open and bam back out, after going home the midwife comes to your house the next day to see how you are
i was in allot of pain could sneeze cough or laugh without a tear in my eye the pain was awful, then so many days after they are supposed to take out your stitches and my midwife said I'm afraid I'm not happy to take that out, it was weeping
and seemed to be open, i had the go into hospital without my new born and it was just leaking constantly i cried and cried i honestly thought my guts where going to fall out.the Doctor decided to take my stitches out and yes it was open
and was very very infected, and what a surprise it was on the side my drip had fell out (which wasn't supposed to happen && hey left it out) i believe this is the reason why it got infected but it took them 2 weeks later to realise it was a infection
my midwife had to come to my house everyday and check my scar and after a long 6-7 weeks i was finally signed off!! during those weeks it was hard to watch other people bath and change my littler girl it broke my heart so i did over do it and push myself to do things!
To  me i had a awful experience and i have more than likely missed alot out as i don't remember it all, even now if ii watch one born every minute the c sections and the 1st moments make me cry cause I can never get that back, but i no i am going to have many more
special moments with my daughter she is my whole world and go to hell and back for her, and would go through that whole labour all over again! i watch her learn new things and she just amazes me,

i was told i will have to wait two years for another baby and its not for definite ill be able to have natural labour i feel a little bit cheated and upset that i may never have a natural labour, but my baby girl is so perfect and that is all that matters.
so in not anyway would i say sections are easy!! yes celebs can just book in and have it done but that isn't real life of having to go home and cope with it yourself normal everyday women suffer allot!
its not just psychically draining but mentally and emotional hell.
My labour wasnt perfect but my baby girl is and thats what matters the most

<3

No Quick Deal
EVery so offern i get a hour to watch loose women while doing washing up cleaning or running around after my young daughter,
and i really don't know why i watch it because more or less everytime i watch it somthing they say rages me and this was it! i was fuming,
The subject had started off about victoria beckham and her booking her c section to have her baby girl harper seven.
WELL carol mcgiffin seemed to say "C-sections are the easy way out" she basiclly said you go in be sliced open and bam.This women needs to realise it isnt so easy!
she hasnt even been in labour to know what it feels like she is to selfish to have children and hates them as she has said a number of times!
  I had a c section at 19 years old and it was the most traumatic thing i have ever been through.
While i was pregnant c section never even crossed my mind not once just didnt even think about it.I had an ok pregnancy well better than others worse than some,
i had constant sickness and feeling poorlie,bleed scares on more than two occasions that is the worst feeling in the world i remmeber having a bad bleed being in hospital
sobbing my heart out to my partner telling him they are going to tell me i had lost my unborn.My partner was very strong and i really dont know what i would have done withouthim.
at 38 weeks pregnant i went into hospital as i had been very very poorly! i was taken into hospital as they thought i could have premaclapsia it was so awful. i can honestly say
i felt like the nhs didnt give two hoots about me and how i felt,i cried everynight that my partner left and hardly slept i had scans on my ribs injections in my bellie
twice a day and i just wanted to go home.So a week later they let me go home as i begged to go home i could not cope being in a room with ladies who had lost babies and
loosing babies alosi ladies waters that had gone at 23 weeks and not knowing what was going to happen next!
 so i finally got home and rested asmuch as i can as i was exhausted and i new at any time my little one could decide to come or so i thought! When i then got to 40 weeks
i had finally had enough and tried anything and everything to get my baby out! From fresh pinapple to mile walks to even a work out in the bedroom and NOTHING worked!
i went to the midwife hoping for some good news! and NOthing sorry leonii your not even dialating at all, WOW i thought this is not going right at all! so i had a strech &
sweep that i new would not work at all as nothing at all was happening.I was booked in for a inducement on the 14th of january, I knew then and there that my baby would not come before that
 so the days went past still no baby no braxton hicks nothing.
I lay in bed the night before going in feeling so sick i really didnt want it to come i was excited to meet my baby but so scared as i didnt no what was going to happen so most the night i lay there rubbing my bump in the dark thinking
pleasee come now!
So the next day at a eight oclock start me and my partner where in hospital waiting to find out what then happens,i was given some sheets of paper to explain the inducment
basiclly they put tablets up your lady bits and leave you for a hour you cannot get up or move around, these tablets are supposed to kick start your labour and get you going.
well there where 4 of us in the room other ladies had been screaming in pain on the 2nd tablet or 3rd,I had to beg the midwifes to inspect me to see if i was even dialating i had no idea what was going on
and they just kept giving me these tablets, i was spoken to like a child and she huffed and puffed because she didnt want to do her job and i cried because i felt that she was so horrid to me,
they had no time for me and i just felt alone at night, i was the last one left and after the pain i had heard the ladies in
i was not excited to say the least!! on the monday night i just couldnt sleep i had been having contractions since sat now that just kept waring off, i was over tired and could not sleep,
that night i had a brilliant midwife who sat me down and spoke to me about everything painrelief told me to get a nice bath and relax, so at three oclock in the morning
i was in the hospital bath and wow it was the best bath EVER, Now The Nice midwife then said to me right we will get this baby out i will makesure before i leave u have another tablet very early about 7 oclock in the morning
and get it going!! And Wow By 9 oclock i stood up and my waters where on the floor,i ran to the toilet as i thought i had peed myself LOL
then the pains kicked in, by the time my partner and mother got there i was in agony walking around litening to rihanna album,within the next few hours i was on a yoga ball
dping squats and just wanting my baby out! At 2 oclock i was checked YAYY 3cm of to labour ward i go in a wheel chair, i had it running through my mind that the contractiosn would just stop
and i would be back to square one!
So as soon as i got there gas && air YES PLEASE!!!! it made me feel very drunk and i was giggling with my mum! back on the yoga ball i went doing squats and more, it was now at the point i could not stand up
my partner was there rubbing my back! trying to eat hospital food while in labour is hard also haha i think my partner ate most of it! lol
From this point on i only remeber bits and bobs which i hate but i will try my best to make it as clear as possiable, i was then checked again and was told i was only once cm!!
and that the other ward had got it wrong i instanlty thought omg there going to send me back!! and i cried they reassured me i wasnt going anywhere and i would be staying to have my baby.
i looked around and there ready was a baby see throught plastic crib and the whole job came back to me im going to have a baby at the end of this you can do it leonii.
From then on the pain was unreal! i had pethidine which really?? didnt do anything and i really didnt want the epidruaral and i have no idea why because be for i even went into hospital
i had always said i will have naything and EVERYTHING, well time went on and i was told leonii you need to have the epidruaral your contractions are all over the place
and the pain isnt going to get any better, i cried screamed and begged them not to give it me. but in the end i had it and WOW why didnt i have it sooner!!! that pain had gone
24 hours after my waters had broke i had only just got to 10 cms! and i had the drip to speed me up!! i was so tired and exhausted and my poor mum and partner didnt sleep one bit
watchin rubbish tellie and keeping me going they where brilliant!!so at 8 oclock on the wednesday the 19th i was told at 9 oclock i would push, YAYY i thought i will have my baby soon!!
All off a sudden there where doctors called in Leonii you have a double cervix this is why u have had so much trouble im afraid this should of been picked up in your pregnancy,i have googled it since
and honestly still dont have much of a idea on it i would love to no more if anyone else wants to chat about it?? but i still had the go ahead to push so at 9 oclock i started pushing,
i was told if by half 9 i hadnt improved a c section it would be and i really didnt want that, i was pushing and pushing and pushing the midwifes where saying you are doing great keep going
and i thought wow i must be doing it i must be doing ok yaya!! they stopped me pushing and went out the room my mum was hovering around the heart monitor machine and i didnt even take any notice,
then went to see if anyone was comming back, then the midwife walked throught the door and my mum mentioned it to her all of a sudden there where alarms going of doctors running in,
and everyone looking down into my legs! SHE NEEDS TO GO TO THEATRE!! so i was in histerics crying saying sorry to my partner and mother for not being able to do it i felt a failure!
i was asked the question who do you want with you i instantly said my partner as it is his baby aswell i wish i could have both.i was then rushed down the theatre.i remmeber
the room being very big and lots of faces i was crying and couldnt move from the  epidrural i felt so heavey! the doctor explained they have to numb my wiast before they could even let my partner in.
so i had the injection again my my back but nothing i could still feel everything the spray and them poking me, so again the doctor said i can only do it once more before we put you to sleep we need to get this baby out leonii,
either have the injection again and have your partner in or you need to go to sleep i said do it again do it again i need him here!! so they did it again and the pain!!
right between my shoulder blades i couldnt move my head i was in so much pain i could feel it going through my spine, so that was it leonii im going to put you to sleep i cried no no no,
they had to calmme down and i just remmeber being told to count to 10 in my head i must of fot to 3 before i was then being woken up.
i came around shouting i didnt want a c section and shouting my partners name that bad they had to go get him, i remmeber him being there breifly the doctor then daid leonii
you have had a c sectiona nd you have had a beautiful baby do you want to know what the sex is as i hadnt found out and i rmemeber them saying a beautiful baby girl!!! i instantly said no
i had a boy i knew i was having a boy and cried thinking my partner really wanted a bouy that bad aking if he loved her.they replied hes met her and adores her! he then came back and told me
she is beautiful! i didnt meet my baby girl until she was a hour old this brakes my heart every time i think of this as i didnt have that first hole that moment where she was all messy. i hadnt even seen her and i was asked if i wanted sking to skin,
i now just remmeber lokking down at my chest and there was this beautiful little miricle that i had grew insid eme on my chest after allt hat pain this little bundle of joy was on my chest and she looked up at me
i looked at her and that instant feeling of love overwhelmed me.( i am now crying typing this) the best feeling in the world was happening to me wight now, the next day in hospital was awful i could hardly move at first my drain drip had fell out!
it was just all awful i just sat and watched my baby girl constantly i was so amazed by her,that night she was so perfect slept all night i just wanted to hold her constantly, the next day i was told i still couldnt go home as
i had swollen up a reaction from somthing they had pumped into me! and i had lost alot of blood and because of how bad my labour was they wanted to keep me in so ladies came and left with there new borns and i had to stay i was heartbroken
jut wanted to get out of that place and be a family,
the next night with her was a bit more harder as she was away but i did even care that i hadnt slept i just sat and spoke to her, told her how much i loved her and that i was always going to be her mummy, look after her and protect her for aslong as i lived.
i felt like she was listning to every word i said  i felt like she newq who i was even though she couldnt even see my face she just new i was her mummy and that i loved her,
finally the next day i was told i could go home i was over the moon!! packing my stuff away i finally went home, but it didnt get any easier for me it certainly wasnt in be sliced open and bam back out, after going home the midwife comes to your house the next day to see how you are
i was in alot of pain could sneeze cough or laugh without a tear in my eye the pain was awful, then so many days after they are suposed to take out your stiches and my midwife said im afraid im not happy to take that out, it was weeping
and seemed to be open, i had the go into hospital without my new born and it was just leanking constanly i cried and cried i honestly thought my guts where going to fall out.the docotr decided to take my stiches out and yes it was open
and was very very infected, and what a suprise it was on the side my drip had fell out (which wasnt suposed to happen && hey left it out) i belive this is the reason why it got infected but it took them 2 weeks later to realise it was a infection
my midwife had to come to my house everday and check my scar and after a long 6-7 weeks i was finally signed off!! during those weeks it was hard to watch other people bath and change my littler girl it broke my heart so i dud over od it and push myself to do things!
To  me i had a awful experience and i have more than likely missed alot out as i dont remmeber it all, even now if ii watch one born every minute the c sections and the 1st moments make me cry caus ei can never get that back, but i no i am going to have many more
special moments with my daughter she is my whole world and go to hell and back for her, and would go throught that whole labour all over again! i watch her learn new things and she just amazes me,
i was told i will have to wait two years for another baby and its not for deffinate ill be able to have natural labour i feel a little bit cheated and upset that i may never have a natural labour, but my baby girl is so perfect and that is all that matters.
so in not anyway would i say sections are easy!! yes celebs can just book in and have it done but that isnt real life of having to go home and cope with it yourself normal everyday women suffer alot!

No Quick Deal a c section mum

Every so offern i get a hour to watch loose women while doing washing up cleaning or running around after my young daughter,
and i really don't know why i watch it because more or less everytime i watch it somthing they say rages me and this was it! i was fuming,
The subject had started off about victoria beckham and her booking her c section to have her baby girl harper seven.
WELL carol mcgiffin seemed to say "C-sections are the easy way out" she basiclly said you go in be sliced open and bam.This women needs to realise it isnt so easy!
she hasnt even been in labour to know what it feels like she is to selfish to have children and hates them as she has said a number of times!
  I had a c section at 19 years old and it was the most traumatic thing i have ever been through.
While i was pregnant c section never even crossed my mind not once just didnt even think about it.I had an ok pregnancy well better than others worse than some,
i had constant sickness and feeling poorlie,bleed scares on more than two occasions that is the worst feeling in the world i remmeber having a bad bleed being in hospital
sobbing my heart out to my partner telling him they are going to tell me i had lost my unborn.My partner was very strong and i really dont know what i would have done withouthim.
at 38 weeks pregnant i went into hospital as i had been very very poorly! i was taken into hospital as they thought i could have premaclapsia it was so awful. i can honestly say
i felt like the nhs didnt give two hoots about me and how i felt,i cried everynight that my partner left and hardly slept i had scans on my ribs injections in my bellie
twice a day and i just wanted to go home.So a week later they let me go home as i begged to go home i could not cope being in a room with ladies who had lost babies and
loosing babies alosi ladies waters that had gone at 23 weeks and not knowing what was going to happen next!
 so i finally got home and rested asmuch as i can as i was exhausted and i new at any time my little one could decide to come or so i thought! When i then got to 40 weeks
i had finally had enough and tried anything and everything to get my baby out! From fresh pinapple to mile walks to even a work out in the bedroom and NOTHING worked!
i went to the midwife hoping for some good news! and NOthing sorry leonii your not even dialating at all, WOW i thought this is not going right at all! so i had a strech &
sweep that i new would not work at all as nothing at all was happening.I was booked in for a inducement on the 14th of january, I knew then and there that my baby would not come before that
 so the days went past still no baby no braxton hicks nothing.
I lay in bed the night before going in feeling so sick i really didnt want it to come i was excited to meet my baby but so scared as i didnt no what was going to happen so most the night i lay there rubbing my bump in the dark thinking
pleasee come now!
So the next day at a eight oclock start me and my partner where in hospital waiting to find out what then happens,i was given some sheets of paper to explain the inducment
basiclly they put tablets up your lady bits and leave you for a hour you cannot get up or move around, these tablets are supposed to kick start your labour and get you going.
well there where 4 of us in the room other ladies had been screaming in pain on the 2nd tablet or 3rd,I had to beg the midwifes to inspect me to see if i was even dialating i had no idea what was going on
and they just kept giving me these tablets, i was spoken to like a child and she huffed and puffed because she didnt want to do her job and i cried because i felt that she was so horrid to me,
they had no time for me and i just felt alone at night, i was the last one left and after the pain i had heard the ladies in
i was not excited to say the least!! on the monday night i just couldnt sleep i had been having contractions since sat now that just kept waring off, i was over tired and could not sleep,
that night i had a brilliant midwife who sat me down and spoke to me about everything painrelief told me to get a nice bath and relax, so at three oclock in the morning
i was in the hospital bath and wow it was the best bath EVER, Now The Nice midwife then said to me right we will get this baby out i will makesure before i leave u have another tablet very early about 7 oclock in the morning
and get it going!! And Wow By 9 oclock i stood up and my waters where on the floor,i ran to the toilet as i thought i had peed myself LOL
then the pains kicked in, by the time my partner and mother got there i was in agony walking around litening to rihanna album,within the next few hours i was on a yoga ball
dping squats and just wanting my baby out! At 2 oclock i was checked YAYY 3cm of to labour ward i go in a wheel chair, i had it running through my mind that the contractiosn would just stop
and i would be back to square one!
So as soon as i got there gas && air YES PLEASE!!!! it made me feel very drunk and i was giggling with my mum! back on the yoga ball i went doing squats and more, it was now at the point i could not stand up
my partner was there rubbing my back! trying to eat hospital food while in labour is hard also haha i think my partner ate most of it! lol
From this point on i only remeber bits and bobs which i hate but i will try my best to make it as clear as possiable, i was then checked again and was told i was only once cm!!
and that the other ward had got it wrong i instanlty thought omg there going to send me back!! and i cried they reassured me i wasnt going anywhere and i would be staying to have my baby.
i looked around and there ready was a baby see throught plastic crib and the whole job came back to me im going to have a baby at the end of this you can do it leonii.
From then on the pain was unreal! i had pethidine which really?? didnt do anything and i really didnt want the epidruaral and i have no idea why because be for i even went into hospital
i had always said i will have naything and EVERYTHING, well time went on and i was told leonii you need to have the epidruaral your contractions are all over the place
and the pain isnt going to get any better, i cried screamed and begged them not to give it me. but in the end i had it and WOW why didnt i have it sooner!!! that pain had gone
24 hours after my waters had broke i had only just got to 10 cms! and i had the drip to speed me up!! i was so tired and exhausted and my poor mum and partner didnt sleep one bit
watchin rubbish tellie and keeping me going they where brilliant!!so at 8 oclock on the wednesday the 19th i was told at 9 oclock i would push, YAYY i thought i will have my baby soon!!
All off a sudden there where doctors called in Leonii you have a double cervix this is why u have had so much trouble im afraid this should of been picked up in your pregnancy,i have googled it since
and honestly still dont have much of a idea on it i would love to no more if anyone else wants to chat about it?? but i still had the go ahead to push so at 9 oclock i started pushing,
i was told if by half 9 i hadnt improved a c section it would be and i really didnt want that, i was pushing and pushing and pushing the midwifes where saying you are doing great keep going
and i thought wow i must be doing it i must be doing ok yaya!! they stopped me pushing and went out the room my mum was hovering around the heart monitor machine and i didnt even take any notice,
then went to see if anyone was comming back, then the midwife walked throught the door and my mum mentioned it to her all of a sudden there where alarms going of doctors running in,
and everyone looking down into my legs! SHE NEEDS TO GO TO THEATRE!! so i was in histerics crying saying sorry to my partner and mother for not being able to do it i felt a failure!
i was asked the question who do you want with you i instantly said my partner as it is his baby aswell i wish i could have both.i was then rushed down the theatre.i remmeber
the room being very big and lots of faces i was crying and couldnt move from the  epidrural i felt so heavey! the doctor explained they have to numb my wiast before they could even let my partner in.
so i had the injection again my my back but nothing i could still feel everything the spray and them poking me, so again the doctor said i can only do it once more before we put you to sleep we need to get this baby out leonii,
either have the injection again and have your partner in or you need to go to sleep i said do it again do it again i need him here!! so they did it again and the pain!!
right between my shoulder blades i couldnt move my head i was in so much pain i could feel it going through my spine, so that was it leonii im going to put you to sleep i cried no no no,
they had to calmme down and i just remmeber being told to count to 10 in my head i must of fot to 3 before i was then being woken up.
i came around shouting i didnt want a c section and shouting my partners name that bad they had to go get him, i remmeber him being there breifly the doctor then daid leonii
you have had a c sectiona nd you have had a beautiful baby do you want to know what the sex is as i hadnt found out and i rmemeber them saying a beautiful baby girl!!! i instantly said no
i had a boy i knew i was having a boy and cried thinking my partner really wanted a bouy that bad aking if he loved her.they replied hes met her and adores her! he then came back and told me
she is beautiful! i didnt meet my baby girl until she was a hour old this brakes my heart every time i think of this as i didnt have that first hole that moment where she was all messy. i hadnt even seen her and i was asked if i wanted sking to skin,
i now just remmeber lokking down at my chest and there was this beautiful little miricle that i had grew insid eme on my chest after allt hat pain this little bundle of joy was on my chest and she looked up at me
i looked at her and that instant feeling of love overwhelmed me.( i am now crying typing this) the best feeling in the world was happening to me wight now, the next day in hospital was awful i could hardly move at first my drain drip had fell out!
it was just all awful i just sat and watched my baby girl constantly i was so amazed by her,that night she was so perfect slept all night i just wanted to hold her constantly, the next day i was told i still couldnt go home as
i had swollen up a reaction from somthing they had pumped into me! and i had lost alot of blood and because of how bad my labour was they wanted to keep me in so ladies came and left with there new borns and i had to stay i was heartbroken
jut wanted to get out of that place and be a family,
the next night with her was a bit more harder as she was away but i did even care that i hadnt slept i just sat and spoke to her, told her how much i loved her and that i was always going to be her mummy, look after her and protect her for aslong as i lived.
i felt like she was listning to every word i said  i felt like she newq who i was even though she couldnt even see my face she just new i was her mummy and that i loved her,
finally the next day i was told i could go home i was over the moon!! packing my stuff away i finally went home, but it didnt get any easier for me it certainly wasnt in be sliced open and bam back out, after going home the midwife comes to your house the next day to see how you are
i was in alot of pain could sneeze cough or laugh without a tear in my eye the pain was awful, then so many days after they are suposed to take out your stiches and my midwife said im afraid im not happy to take that out, it was weeping
and seemed to be open, i had the go into hospital without my new born and it was just leanking constanly i cried and cried i honestly thought my guts where going to fall out.the docotr decided to take my stiches out and yes it was open
and was very very infected, and what a suprise it was on the side my drip had fell out (which wasnt suposed to happen && hey left it out) i belive this is the reason why it got infected but it took them 2 weeks later to realise it was a infection
my midwife had to come to my house everday and check my scar and after a long 6-7 weeks i was finally signed off!! during those weeks it was hard to watch other people bath and change my littler girl it broke my heart so i dud over od it and push myself to do things!
To  me i had a awful experience and i have more than likely missed alot out as i dont remmeber it all, even now if ii watch one born every minute the c sections and the 1st moments make me cry caus ei can never get that back, but i no i am going to have many more
special moments with my daughter she is my whole world and go to hell and back for her, and would go throught that whole labour all over again! i watch her learn new things and she just amazes me,
i was told i will have to wait two years for another baby and its not for deffinate ill be able to have natural labour i feel a little bit cheated and upset that i may never have a natural labour, but my baby girl is so perfect and that is all that matters.
so in not anyway would i say sections are easy!! yes celebs can just book in and have it done but that isnt real life of having to go home and cope with it yourself normal everyday women suffer alot!

PLUM ORGANIC FOODS
The first time i heard of PLUM foods was at the baby show at the NEC.plum was very kindly giving each parent plum food to suit the age of your child,The staff where ever so friendly smiley and just happy to bet here and help and talk to you about all the foods they have.
So i was given a little pot of Squash and sweet potato puree and my instant first thought was she is not going to like that is vile, NAUGHTY me.So i tried her with a spoon and she pulled the funniest face all scrunched up naughty me again instantly said i don't think she likes it and put it away.It was to busy and hot to be trying this out. so i saved it and took it home explained to the ladies on plum the situation and they where nice enough to give me two more pots to keep trying with her and explained that once opened they can stay in the fridge for 48 hours =)
When i went home the next day around tea time i tried her again and she yam med it down, she loved it!! I gave her around half a pot and she wanted more!( i didn't give more though LOL) So i googled them and found this website
CLICK HERE FOR PLUM WEBSITE
It is brilliant it tells you everything you need to know From weaning to whats in there products and there promise!

Extract from the plum website:
We like to keep things simple when making our food, by sticking to four principles we’ve kept close to our hearts since Plum was born in 2006:

•Always create food as parents first & foremost
•Produce food that uses nutritionally rich organic ingredients that provide a food adventure for little ones, helping them build an appetite for life
•Responsibly source ingredients
•Never use additives or unnecessary fillers


Plum have been around since about 2006 and its a shame id never even taken any notice unless i had gone tot he baby show!

Well i was so please with how much my daughter liked them and so please with what was in them and how they good they where for my daughter i gladly told a lady from the plum team how over the moon i was with the quality of the food and shall be telling everyone about them i asked if i could do a review on the food and  wouldn't mind go and buying it myself and doing the review,BUT the plum staff where that happy with me doing this for them they kindly sent me samples of the foods, well i expected a couple of pots of the food and when it arrived like this

i was to say at the least VERY happy!

it contained 4 boxes of fruit porridge and plain porridge

8 pots of food

and 10 sashays of fruit puree

they had given me lots of different types and flavours!
so i started introducting all these different flavours to her and she loved it! The only thing she refused to eat was the plain porridge, this was my own fault as she had been having a different make and must  have just preferred that one,
i started weening her at 4 months quite early as she was drinking 8-9 ounces of milk and getting hungry about 2 and a half hours later so i decided it was time to try and fill her up,
Her Routine was then this

Morning  around 9:30-10:00
Bottle of 8-9 oz then fruity cereal
The fruit cereal was so easy to make and the guide lines are the back of the packet where so great and easy to follow!!

                                                           Foil to keep fresh

                                      after mixing with two spoons of plum part water and baby milk

                                                               Enjoying her breakfast!

                                                                    All gone!!

Lunch time 12:30-1:30
Bottle again and then half of a  puree pouch

                                                     great pouch can reseal to keep fresh

                                                             to look at it dont look very tastey

                                                                     but she liked it!! =D
with the pouches also it is easy to squirt some on a spoon if you are out and about

dinner time 4:00-5:00
bottle half a pot of the foods

                                                                    Nom nom nom
The foods come in Handy little pots that i wash and keep :)
Then a bottle before bed at about 7-8

Then BEDTIME!

when my daughter was in this routine she seemed more content allot happier and slept brilliant!! Something else id like to bring to mind is my daughter had suffered with bad bad constipation from 2 weeks old! it got that bad int he end nothing worked and the doctors give her laxatives, Which i was not  to keen on but needs must when she was in so much pain.
after being on plum foods for a week or so she started going toilet properly!! about twice Aday  i was over joyed i think this proves how good plum foods are for your baby's insides!
plum foods maybe that little bit more expensive but they are well worth the time effort and goodness we all want the best for our babies don't we and i truly believe these foods are!! i will carry on buying these foods and go through all the weaning staged
I'm a proud plum mummy :)

the places i have found plum foods are
Morrison's
Sainsburys
and there online website you can order online and they get delivered to your door!
they dont just have to foods i have written about to day they have yogherts  finger foods and snack why not take a look :)
follow them on face book for great offers and more
PLUM BABY FACEBOOK HERE
plum baby have ATM in time been short listed for the practical parent award!!
i will be voting for them will you?? 


leonii x

DETTOL,4little1's,MAMUK reviews

Dettol Wipes And Hand no-touch wash system

The Super Staff at DETTOL where kind enough to send me a pack of dettol cleansing wipes And a no touch hand sanitiser!

to be honest i was only expecting the wipes and was very happy when i opened the package to see a nice hand sanitiser! also some money off coupons && a door hanger saying shh baby sleeping that it thought was cute! =)
i was very very please as all you mums know cleaning is a MUST with kiddies around,The wipes i LOVED i have even gone and brought some more :)
The wipes where great for sticky bit and bright orange food on the highchair! i used them to scrub my kitchen sides cupboards i also wiped down my steriliser as they are NON-bleach.I cut up alot of raw meat on my chopping board and i could give it a good wipe with out worrying about spreading bacteria. The wipes didn't smell and didn't hurt my hands as i have sensitive hands that go sore and dry with other products
over all i was really happy with the wipes.
The non-touch hand sanitiser is great with washing my hands all the time with making bottles changing nappies making food etc.. all mums know your hands have to be clean most of the time, i always used the pump hand washes and was forever getting water all over my side and sometimes even the pumps would brake!!
the soap smelt lovely and fresh and the dispenser didn't take up room on my kitchen side.

I will defiantly be sticking with these products! i am very happy with them and tick all the great boxes for myself!

You Can Get Any of these products from main superstores and i even went to Morrison's last week and seen them on offer for £4.99!!  once you have brought the hand sanitiser after that you just need to buy refills i found the soap lasted 4-5 weeks for myself me and my partner wash our hands alot! but i would recommend this product to anyone.


4little1's Products
i spoke to a very friendly women called Yvonne i was a bit nervous to say as it was my first time speaking over the phone to a company, Yvonne was so friendly and easy to talk to made me feel at easy and it was great!
she offered me a few products to review and i jumped at the chance! =)
Hauck play mat

When i received the play mat i thought it was great that the package had a handle and poppers to carry it round and easy put away be great for traveling to take on holiday or a friends or family's house.

Putting up was very fiddly and it did take me a while, but after the putting together i put my little girl on the mat and she was very happy to say the least! with other play mats the toys where always abit to high for her to grab so she would get bored very quick and easy!! but with this play mat the toys where placed lower down, the main toy the octopus was very big as well and made a squeaking noise and she loved it! as she could grab it pull it and even bite it with her gums that have been playing her up!

                                                                         PLAYING

i really liked this play mat i also thing my little one did, the only one bad point the mat did have was the fiddly bit putting it up as it was plastic hoops that click into each other.As Little one was playing she know rolls and abit of the plastic sticks up she did hurt herself a little on it as she rolled onto it

other than this the rest of it was perfectly fine! just that one down point


Medicine dummy

As soon as i heard about the medicine dummy i thought what a FAB idea! i didn't understand what it was but it sounded great, as soon as it arrived i ripped it open and had a look and a feel.

From the off i thought it was great. My LO suffered with constipation and nothing worked in the end i took her to the doctors and was given laxatives for her and it was the best way to get her to take them! it hold up to 5ml and has the 2.5ml mark so Can clearly see how much is in it. I have already told all my friends about it and they think it is a fantastic idea! as the LO sucks the dummy they are swallowing the medicine at ease i would defiantly recommend this to everyone and anyone having trouble with babies not taking medicine good. the only thing i would say is maybe different colours? but everything else was perfect

100% happy :)


My munchkin towel
 This towel is beautiful it even comes with its own little towel bag! i loved the colour.

Now the only time i have had chance to use this towel was when i went on holiday for a week. so I'm afraid i don't have pictures for this.So when i went swimming on holiday you  know how hectic it can be getting babies changed and yourself. So i wrapped LO up quickly got dry and dressed ant this towel has a hood for baby and a Velcro neck tie around.i am forever getting soaking whilst bathing or swimming this kept be dry while drying LO. My LO has very sensitive skin and the fact of how soft it is and being made out of 100% natural materials is perfect!
i was very very happy with this towel =)


Clinica skin oil

i am currently still doing this review as i plan to use it for a while to see full potential so i will finish this one separately  =)




MAM SOOTHER
MAM UK offed me to try out there new soother when i opened the box i thought wow that's pretty :) it also came in a handy little box that you can sterilise and keep when you go out I'm for ever carrying her dummies or the handle is in my mouth!

 

dental experts agree that the thinner and softer neck is less risk of problems in the future for teeth and gums!

Now my LO is VERY fussy with dummies and would only take a cherry teat and all the ones i have found are pretty boring or not very nice design, so i thought OK we will give this MAMuk dummy ago. So the first time i put it in her mouth she pulled a scrunched up face and spat it out and it was oh :( so gutted.
So i tried a little bit later on when she was getting tied and there she was

So i was very very chuffed!! and shes liked it ever since!!!

x

Because Im A Teen Mum??

Right I Have Wanted To wright This For Ages! And i had a incident in town whilst shopping with my daughter it made me so angry that i have decided i am wrighting it,
People can be so rude its unreal! Its The Catagorey subject again isnt in people can be so blind to this world!!
i started to notice while i was pregnant i would have LADIES stare at me constantly whilst in town or supermarket i got pregant at the age of 18 and i do look younger than that, i am now 19 with a 5 month old daughter.
alot of these ladies looked at me discusted and it is just plain rude! from my point of veiw in this day and age i honestly dont think a 19 year old mum is odd or discusting?? my daughter is well looked after fed clean happy and very very loved,
I am sick of mature ladies slagging down young mums or parents everybodys purpose in life is different! YES you do get the odd few young mums who just want the money and the flat, but honestly what sort of life is that and im guessing when there child is born it isnt about that anymore and where stupid and are blinded by the love for there child(i was not one of these people)
I personally know many young parents and i can honestly say all there children are loved well looked after and are very happy healthy children.When i had my daughter the few times i had so wheres her mum or so your her mum with shocked faces and your young enough to be her sister this is just plain rude!! and i cant stand it,
as time has gone on i still do get a few looks and opinions but the thing that happend next really made my blood boil, there i was minding my own buisness in town getting a few bits baby wipes new dummies milk etc...i was in the que and paying for my items i had quite a few things and had to pack my self then get them on to the pushchair, i was politely waiting for the women in front of me to leave the other till so i could get buy with my pushchair and all my bags of shopping, WELL obviously i upset a older women behind me who decided to say HURRY THE F#*! UP, i replied excuse me thats just dam right rude who do you think you are to talk to people like that, Well her answer was SHUT THE F#*! UP YOU YOUNG SL*T, I Was So Mortified and embarrest that she had event hought it was ok to say this!! i mearly relpied you disctusting  discrace excuse of a women, what in her right mind did she think this was ok to say to sombody else, everybody in the shop was in shock and said it was awful, This Makes Me Think Because I Have A young baby and i am young myself people instantly thing im a young sleep about which i am not. Its wrong that people think its ok the judge people on what they see and not what the actually know, So Do I now put all old women in the same catagory? nope so why are all young teens threw in the same boat because people seem to think we all live like people of the jeremy kyle show??
We dont all live on the dole and claim YOUR taxes either!!  some young mums are the best mothers about!! people need to open there eyes to todays world and stop judging others!

RANT OVER

x

Love And Care Is PRICELESS

a short blog on a niggle in my head

So in parent bloggers i have read a few parent blogging snobs, that is in the kindest way possible i mean we all want the best for our children right??
Myself am a mother who does buy the more expenisve products, But this is a luxary and enjoying buying the best for my daughter. However this does not mean i look down on other parents who maybe cant afford the more expensive products for there children,
EXAMPLE
I Buy named baby products such as tommie tippie,MAM UK,NUBY etc.
where as other parents may not be able to afford these things and buy superstores own baby products or hammy downs?
When I Was Pregnant with my daughter everything was brand new, i believe this may have been more of a must as she was my first, My daughter  has everything and more.
I do understand that a number of people cant afford that does this make me a better parent than them NO,
People using the word 'CHAVY' just because the product maybe cheaper makes me angry this isnt fair!!
This Does NOT make the less fourtunate bad parents, a cheap dummy, baby wipes and nappies is nothing to turn your nose up at! i see it as aslong as these children are fed clean warm Happy and loved they are perfect parents.
People Need to stop catagorising others, parents and even children,

Myself buy superstore value foods? Then On The Other Hand Will Happily Spend alot more on my daughters clothes, I dont think i am the only one.
People need to look past the materials in life and realise these children get the best the parents can give which isnt this what we are all doing??
the love you give your child does not cost a penny the feeling inside your child gives you does not cost a penny! isnt this what being a parent is about??

leonii x

WINNER OF WUPZEY baby products is....

So The Winner Of The wupzey Baby products is.....

ROBYN CLARKE!!
Sorry hazel you where so close though!!

robyn clarke/robyn logan if youy could email me (lamberwatters@aol.co.uk) your address and what colour bib and food catcher you would like i wull get wupzey to send thm to you x

Hello Mr.Postman!!

So what i have recieved this week!!

From 4little1's



                                                              Clinica skin  Oil

                                                            

                                                           Baby medicene dummy

                                                         My Munchkin towel

                                       


                                                      sealife activity center                                                      

 from Dettol


                                                            Dettol hand wash & wipes

From MAM
                                                              MAM Soother

From Bibble

                                                           it's a bibble bib

 From Vital baby

                                                      Vital Baby Tumbler

From Plum Baby

                                                            Plum baby food

                                   

from WUPZEY
                                                      Bib && Highchair Food catcher

So This Is What i Will Be Reviewing Over The Next Couple Of Days! :)

Teething bling

So Teething bling where looking for parents and babys to review there products i straight away said YES as my little girl has being chewing everything from blankets to my hands trying to bite my face!
so this is what i recieved i was a bit shocked cause i thought it was going to be a bangle but it was a pendant NOT a big deal though :)

so it felt different to what i expected, its quite firm but flexiable, the first time i put it on nevaeh was not intrested at all i tried to enocourage her along by holding it bet she really didnt want it. but i was really happy with the teething bling and didnt want to give it a reveiw with down points so i thought right ill give it a few more days as come babies take a little longer to adapt to different things,
so everyday i would wear the teething bling its been about 4-5 days now and hurrarr!! she picked it up and was biting down on it!!

she thought it was quite funny at one point LOL.

so after a few days she took to it well, and enjoys and good munch now she's realised she can lol.

so i do think the teething bling are a good product but maybe nevaeh would have been more intrested if it was a bright colour :)
but i suppose different babies addapt to things at different times and paces just took nevaeh a little longer :) but i will be carrying on with using the teethingbling :)

you can purchace teething bling from their website TEETHING BLING WEBSITE
and find out more on their facebook page TEETHING BLING FACEBOOK
leonii x

Babble bib

When i Seen These at the baby show i thought they where beautiful! but didnt take much intrest as i was to busy looking at other things, There seemed to be so many bib i thought they where just all the same! when i had the chance to review the babble bib i thought YES PLEASE!!

Very friendly staff that i spoke to over email they even let me choose the design i wanted! i was so chuffed as i have to have everything girly!! so i chose the floral bib for my little lady,
it was super fast delivery and i recived the bib two days later!

It Came With Info About The Bib And a nice thank you message!
my first thought on the bib was "Oh My Gosh How Pretty Is That" && "Its Soo Soft",
so the problems i was having was my daughter likes to drink her bottle on her side while watching what is going on! so as you can imagen milk comes out the side of her mouth everywhere.

so i tried out the bib with her drinking on her side and it was super!! because its thicker round the neck than other bibs it caught all the milk! so no wrecking an outfit with a big wet patch!!

Another problem i was having was as my daughter is teething she is dribbiling a hell of a lot!! and i found normal bibs would work for about 10 mins then be wet through! and also wreck an outfit! (sound silly i no but im sure you all want your kiddies to look the best)

so i put it on for when we went out for a walk and its that pretty it didnt look at all out of place! it just looked like a little scarf! it was brill!!

The bib does up at the back with "poppers" which i think is a fab idea as velcro seems to go rubbish after a few washes! and i dont like the tie up bibs, i also washed the bib and it comes out perfect soft and fresh as before!

so i was 100% happy with this product and honestly think i will be buying more babble bibs!
you can order on line BABBLE BIB WEBSITE the prices and designs vary but if you go to the facebook page BABBLE BIB FACEBOOK PAGE  the company have great offers on all the time!!


leonii x